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TO	Evan Hansen <treehugger@gmail.com>;	CC BCC
FROM	Connor Murphy <c.murphy@gmail.com>;
SUBJECT	RE: Try being nice?
Dear Evan Hansen, We've been way too out of touch. Things have been crazy, and it sucks that we don't talk that much! I gotta tell ya life without ya has been rough and I miss talking about life and other stuff. I love my parents but each day's another fight. If I stop smoking pot then everything might be alright. I'll take your advice, I'll try to be more "nice." I'll turn it around, wait and see! 'cause all that it takes is a little reinvention and it's easy to change if you give it your attention. All you gotta do is just believe you can be who you wanna be. Sincerely, Me
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PEREGRINE

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[This letter has been taped to the inside of his trunk's lid.]

hey per,
if you're reading this i fucked up. or maybe it was someone else's fuck-up? either way i'm dead and i'm sorry about it.

i feel like there's a lot i should tell you, shit i didn't say and i should've and things we probably needed to talk about. i dunno, and i've never really been... this is super morbid, huh? writing letters that are only supposed to be opened after i'm dead? sorry, but uh. i'm feeling my own mortality i think and i really hope you never need to see this.

maybe in five years we'll laugh about this, huh? i hope so. i'm writing a new ending to my story and i want it to be less depressing than the first time around. if you are reading this and i'm dead, though, i have to ask you a huge favor. i know, i'm a fucking dick. i died and now i'm trying to get you to run errands for me.

- give all of my remaining coins to orpheus for, you know.
- i made a bracelet like yours for farrah. it's the white and orange one.
- the sketchpad goes to janis, along with the letter for her. you should also give her the two matching lesbian flag bracelets.
- everyone can have whatever out of the rest of my shit, i'm not using it.

if i come back as a ghost, just know that i'm watching over you and shit. not in an ominous way, just like... i'm not gonna pretend like i think you're super fucked up about me dying because i'm me, because that would be egotistical but um. i know it's gonna hit you hard and i just want you to know i love you shit's not as bleak as it seems.

you know i don't mean that in a "cheer up, buttercup" way but just a pragmatic way. life goes on, huh? i'd like if life went on for you. i don't want to see you any time soon, okay?

connor

[Amongst the contents of his trunk, by the way, is a second red cape. He's clearly started to modify this one too, but didn't get very far. Mostly what he's managed is a single deer applique right about where someone's heart would be.]

JANIS

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[This letter has been folded and taped to his sketchpad.]

janis:
hey bitch guard this with your fuckin life. do NOT let anyone but especially spongebob see it or i WILL come haunt your ass. also i made some "friendship" bracelets for you and maya. you know. just some friendly bracelets for gals who are pals in the color of the lesbian pride flag.

i know, i'm absolutely fucking hilarious. you're fucking welcome, actually.

connor