yourattention: (there were moments)
Connor Murphy ([personal profile] yourattention) wrote 2022-05-09 10:58 am (UTC)

cw: suicidal ideation

[If he trusted Dave less, Connor would probably be bitchier about that. Ruin whatever is between them out of insecurity because if he hurts someone else, then at least he knows who's in the wrong. That never works, though. Ruining things because he's afraid of what might go wrong is how he ended up spending a summer trying not to drown himself in the pool back when he actually could drown.

So instead he chooses to believe that Dave means it.

Connor's eyes flutter closed when Dave touches him and he sighs in contentment. Like most things, it turns out, whatever's wrong with him can be solved with synchrony. First they have to talk, though.]


Well, I already did my half of the conversation. Your turn.

[He looks up at Dave.]

Just... every time I get out of the water I feel sick, so. Don't ask.

[He knows that isn't ideal, especially because he's currently not wearing anything besides a swim jock, which is why it's quiet and slightly embarrassed when he mentions it. It's bad enough being partly out of the pool the way he is currently, and he's not sure he can handle this conversation if he can't breathe.]

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