Yeah. Sometimes people don't forgive you or they forgive you and it's still awkward or they stole your life and you hate them because they probably had a better time living it than you did but it's also kind of your fault for doing some other thing and in the end you still make sure they're alive or whatever because shit's complicated and you have some weird guilt about it.

[That last one is, uh, very specific? He's maybe still working through his feelings about Evan Hansen. Connor shrugs, and tries not to think about how there's probably something he should be reading into the fact that both Dirk and Dave keep taking their sunglasses off around him. That sounds like examining himself, though, and Connor has never in his life been up for that.]

Shit happens. If my sister showed up here I'd probably expire on the spot.