Yeah, I killed myself so... I'm still here? No, I guess that's not really...
[He's still playing with his hair absently, a nervous habit he picked up after spending too much time with Lup. His nails are standard pale pink with white tips here, not in the space of the dream.]
I had a farm. I made a lot of baskets. I raised a dragon. It's like... I thought my whole purpose in life was to die, that the world would be better off without me in it. Then I did it a couple more times, because I thought it would finally stick, but eventually, I realized I could do whatever I wanted. So I started doing all the shit I thought wasn't worth it when I wasn't going to make it to 19.
cw: suicide talk
[He's still playing with his hair absently, a nervous habit he picked up after spending too much time with Lup. His nails are standard pale pink with white tips here, not in the space of the dream.]
I had a farm. I made a lot of baskets. I raised a dragon. It's like... I thought my whole purpose in life was to die, that the world would be better off without me in it. Then I did it a couple more times, because I thought it would finally stick, but eventually, I realized I could do whatever I wanted. So I started doing all the shit I thought wasn't worth it when I wasn't going to make it to 19.