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Name: Connor Murphy Canon: Dear Evan Hansen Canon Point: Three months post Lifeaftr. Info: Noctium App | Lifeaftr App Gembond: Sapphire Gem Location: In his left earlobe, similar to a gauge. Age: 18 / 22* Gender: Male Species: Human Appearance: The gif up there is a pretty good representation! Here is a better look at how he wears his hair. Here is what he dresses like and a good look at the bag he keeps on his person at all times. Voice: Here is his singing voice, which is a reference you'll need. Here is a regular-ass talking clip. Height: 6'0" / 183cm Build: Like a beanpole. Partial nudity cw, but here is a good representation. Basically he's tall, lanky, but with a surprising amount of muscle. Hair: Brown, but fairly sun bleached. Eyes: Blue. Features: Connor's got a bunch of self harm scars along his inner forearms. He doesn't actively hide them anymore, but he is cagey about them. He also has a sigil burned into the palm of one of his hands and he got roughly 7 piercings on his years, 3 on one side and 4 on the other. Player: r(eili von wildcat) Timezone: CST (UST-6) Contact: flyingthesky on plurk (+#0332 for disco) Notes: * Connor physically did not age past 18. He considers himself 22, however.

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Hugging: Connor's very cagey about physical affection. He'll accept it from anyone he feels comfortable with, but will try to dodge it from anyone else. On an OOC level I don't care, though. Kissing: Listen, uh. He will freak if you spring it on him. On an OOC level I'm fine with it, just. Know on an IC level he doesn't like surprise intimacy. Flirting: He's a little awkward about flirting directed toward him because he tends to, like, not want people to get the wrong idea? See above about "Connor doesn't like intimacy" but again on an OOC level I really don't care. Romance: He's currently Very Entangled in a messy as hell relationship with Dave and Noiz so he's not currently emotionally available for that. Not even slightly. Sex: Ask first! Like, I'll probably say yes, but I'd like a heads up. Fighting: You can! You sure fucking can, but you shouldn't. Connor's instinctual response to a fight he can't win is to stop fighting and die. Like a possum, but worse. Injury: Ask first! I'm easy-going but I definitely want to know beforehand. Death: Puts my hand on your shoulder. Yes. Connor loves dying and being dead. Mind-reading: You should, uh. Talk to me first. You should talk to me first, because I have to explain something about Connor. Manipulation: See above, but uh. To summarize: one of Connor's powers is that he has background music and it gives him emotional cues so he does sometimes forcefully change the background music to stop things he doesn't want happening.

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Backtagging: If I don't respond for like two days, just msg me on discord or whatever and lmk because I probably forgot or did not receive a notif. Threadjacking: I don't care unless something is explicitly marked as closed, most of the time. Still, you can definitely ask me to make sure if you're worried! Fourth-walling: I'm fine with fourthwalling. You can even tell Connor he's fictional. He's had a weird afterlife. Nothing phases him anymore. Format: Either's fine! CRAU: He's CRAU himself, so I really don't mind. His PB is Mike Faist if, for some reason, there was a OC or something with Mike Faist as a PB. Or you want to mistake him for Dodge Mason. Shipping Preferences: Connor is gay-leaning bi in that he has a distinct preference for male-identifying persons over female-identifying persons, but cares way more about whether he actually gets along with someone than gender. Gender is like, a very distant second tier criteria. In terms of romance, he is currently emotionally unavailable for anything other than friends with benefits. Off-Limits: Eating disorders and this is weird but moving pictures of butterflies or moths. Opt Out: Dear Evan Hansen is a musical about a lot of things, but chief among them is Connor's suicide. With that being said, please let me know by commenting below if you'd like to opt out of discussion/mention of any of the following: suicide, suicidal ideation, child neglect/abuse, panic attacks, and/or discussion of pretty bad mental health. You can also just opt out of me tagging you entirely - I won't be offended, promise.