LETTERS I WON'T SEND

Base Song: No Voice, bare: A Pop Opera

Summary: Dear Evan Hansen, I should probably apologize for dragging you into this fucked up mess. (or "three letters not sent")

Dear Evan,
I have some things to say,
but I'm sorry to
say all this
before my time was through.
I never meant to
hold your stupid words so close,
but I knew - I knew your way.
I never found the words to say,
always thought we'd talk one day.

Dear Evan,
I can't begin to know
the pain I've caused.
How do I
make sense of what I've ruined?
Of what I've lost?
What a mess, a perfect mess
I left you to sort it out.
In the sorrow, guilt, and rage,
I keep coming back to shout -

I'd like to start with an a -
If I could take a moment...
If maybe I was silent?
Or you had spoken...
I tried to find the words to -
Just the right quotation...
But I must confess I came up empty

You alone must know how I feel
You alone will understand
Hear me now, across the sea, I 
have an apology, Evan.
Let me be with all these memories.

Dear Evan,
How did a simple thing
get complicated?
Days crawl by,
I ask myself again:
"Should I have waited?"
In a world that's weird and new,
I have tried to understand.
It's so hard to find the way
when you have no voice to guide you.

No voice, I drown
No sound, no words
Stuck here, all wrong
Just breathe, calm down

One sky, one sun
One sun, one life
One life, one truth
One truth, one chance
One chance

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LETTERS I WON'T SEND

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